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Today has been a really bad eating day ! I am an emotional wreck and am on the verge of tears ! Nothing seems to go right today ! I know you guys have read these kinds of blogs every single day or close to it but today I am asking for help and encouragement to move forward in my life right now ! I have so much negative going on and I can’t really see when all this pain is going to end ! My hubby is still looking for a job and has been for the past year and a half , you would think by now he would have found something to support us but No ! My kids are acting crazy lately because they know that we are on the breaking edge and don’t have much more to fight with ! We are trying to sell this house so we don’t lose it and yes, I am bringing everything to the table today so I can start the healing process ! I can’t even begin to correct my compulsive eating if everything else around me is falling down ! I want to don’t get me wrong it’s just I am having a hard time getting my mind wrapped in a positive direction lately I don’t know what to do ! I really need to know that I have a purpose and that I really do matter and that I am loved at least somewhere ! Sorry for the rant but it just needs to come out for what it is ! Kimmi

Well I overcame my procrastination and got up and walked the dogs today in the cold ! I felt good about it too ! My hubby and I are going top start walking everyday ! That will be a challenge to make that happen but I think it’s possible ! I have eaten pretty well today which is good too ! It’s at least taking steps to getting healthy again ! My good friend Charlotte has been helping me along the way too ! It helps even if I don’t check in every single day there is someone checking my progress ! Thank you to all my friend’s here that keep me going ! I have too many to mention that have kept me on track and I love each and everyone of you ! Thank you Buddies ! Kimmi

The last 4 weeks have been total torture with very little computer time ! We had the one computer totally down and now it down only sometimes ! Not only that we have been going like crazy trying to get things done in our house to try to get it to sell ! I have not been very good on my diet and a 2 lbs. gain showed me I need to do better ! So I am back here and I am back on fire again wanting to do my best ! Missed all of you ! Please pray my computer behaves itself from now on ! I am excited to hear how each and everyone of you are doing ! hugs, Kimmi

Hi everyone ! No, I have not abandoned you all ! This week has felt like the biggest marathon one could have just busy busy busy ! Then one computer has decided to be naughty and not work properly leaving one computer for all of us to use and mama isn’t getting much time ! I love you all and hope you all are doing well ! I will be on here as much as I possibly can be ! Keep up the good work everyone ! Hugs, kimmi

ok so maybe not for real but she keeps me company with her awesome new CD “Play On!”It has a lot of sassy songs that I so love ! Isn’t it amazing how music can change your whole attitude when it comes to working out ? I missed it and how good I always felt after I did ! Well today I started the workout routine for twenty minutes at least this week so I don’t burn out too quickly ! I will bump up to 30 next week and see where that goes ! The workout kinda recharged me emotionally ! So my question is to everyone what is your favorite workout song that really gets ya pumped ? I am really curious to see some of the answers ! Love ya guys, Kimmi

Well in the past two weeks I have lost 10 lbs. ! It hasn’t been easy but really the challenge has only just begun ! Well the Dr. told me two weeks ago you need to lose some weight ! First off my blood pressure has been through the roof ! So losing this weight is very important ! I am five ft. so being so overweight has put an extra stress on the body ! I know for sure I want to be around 125 or there about because when I got down to 138 several several years ago people told me I was too skinny how ironic huh ? So you see I have a long way to go to get there but there is no doubt I am gonna get there ! This past weekend my depression has kicked in but I am trying to beat it so it doesn’t beat me this time ! I am fighting it and have been really emotional this weekend but the good part is that I have not given into any bad urges when I am like this ! So please wish me some luck ! Hugs, Kimmi

Well here is a weird thing ! I ate that yucky food yesterday and was so good about eating the rest of the day ! Well I wanted to get on the scale and see the damage that I had sustained from the yucky food and to my surprise I had lost two pounds !!!! WHHHHAAAAATTTTT????? I don’t understand that but an educated guess says maybe my body was getting used to the healthy food and eating a slight variation caused my body to react IDK just a guess ! How is everyone ? Hope you all are doing well ! Well gonna jump off here and get in the bath then come back and answer some blogs ! Hugs, Kimmi

Ok I am going to admit that I ate food today I shouldn’t ! I went out for Breakfast with hubby and had a meal that I order out of reflex ! So knowing full well it was not the best choice I only ate a couple of forkfuls and called it Breakfast ! Now the rest of the day I have eaten well and plan on eating light for the rest of the day ! I know that I should have been more careful of what I ate and will have to live with that mistake hoping it didn’t cost me too much ! I am not out of the game by any means or so depressed I can’t get up ! I just think it is a step in the right direction admitting that I was not careful and that I messed up ! Well wishing everyone great success this weekend on all they do ! Hugs, Kimmi

Well today I am down one more pound ! that’s just an update ! I really want to know what everyone thought about the biggest Loser last night with the Red team ? I have mixed feelings about it ! I hope no one would throw a weigh in ! I just don’t know what to think ! What’s everyone else think about ? hugs, Kimmi

Well made it through the first week and managed to lose 6 1/2 lbs ! Well it’s Monday and I must say it’s getting harder but I am in no way on the I can’t do this train yet ! I am expecting this and know I have to work extra hard to get myself healthy once and for all ! I am trying to work on being more positive this year ! I have been drinking my water now too ! I don’t know if anyone else struggles with that too but I have been only allowing myself to have pop only when I have drank all my water ! One of my biggest challenges is the no second helpings and the portion sizes ! Don’t get me wrong I am doing it but not without a struggle for instance last night’s dinner ! My hubby made some delicious baked Chicken and Broccoli and some homemade bread ! My hubby gave everybody the same amt of chicken and bread and boy was it tempting to eat all that bread but I put half of it back so I could control my meals ! Boy it was not easy to put it back that bread was calling my name but I had to tell it shut up ! Well I am hoping everyone is doing well ! Hugs, Kimmi