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Okay, so here it goes ! I know most of you know me and for those of you who don’t that’s okay too ! I have been an emotional mess not honoring my sister-in-law that died a month ago totally consumed by selling this house(or the lack there of!), my husband being in another state, working my job and everything else that seems to be crashing in around me ! The positive thing that has held me together a bit lately is my faith ! I really am rediscovering that lately ! My emotions are all over the place right now and my eating patterns show it ! I have not been eating so good ! I eat when I feel sad and need to find something else that makes me feel better ! I know I need to exercise and feel better that way too and i was doing that until it seemed everything was falling apart at the seams and I just didn’t have time to do it ! Working is another thing that makes me fat ! I have an issue with a young lady that everything I do is never good enough and she is always saying negative things to me and it makes me feel bad ! When she wasn’t there yesterday when I worked everything went so smoothly ! She totally isolates me from some of the other coworkers sometimes and it makes those insecure feelings in me come right out ! I know I shouldn’t let her get to me but , she really knows the emotional side of me and wants me to quit ! I totally need some support here I feel so all alone and wish I knew what to do right now ! Well I guess I am done venting , thanks to all of you that read this !