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If you haven’t already read that our dear friend Kama’s mom passed away this morning from a seizure . She said she will probably not be on this week ! Please pray for her and her family in this most stressing time ! My heart goes out to her and how she must be feeling right now! We love ya Kama! Hugs, kimmi

Hey buddies, as many of you know my husband has been out of a job for quite some time ! He has a job testing tommorow to se if he qualifies for a job that would be  wonderful for him ! He is also having an ultrasound today to see if he has kidney stones ! We need some serious prayer to get through this ! I have been so depressed with everything lately I don’t know what to think ! I just want things to get back to normal and not be worried all the time ! I can’t even get into my diet lately without falling on my face and as for the exercise well it has fallen to the wayside ! Then on top of that I have been thinking about my sister in law that passed away in June and how we have to spend our first holiday without her and how her kids and hubby are going to do without her ! So, I am asking for some prayers that God can change this situation and with a few more prayers I hope God hears my pleas ! hugs, Kimmi

Okay , I think everyone knows I feel pretty safe letting my feelings and emotions out here and I would say a great majority of you feel the same ! On this new site my hubby introduced me to had a gentleman who was very heavy and was doing something that just totally floored me ! He posted a video of himself  drinking a 2 ltr of A&W and eating a quart of ice cream ! Well in the beginning he said “I have diabetes but , it’s my life and I can do whatever I want ! He ate and drank and it was so sad ! I wrote to him and asked him to respect himself and maybe he should join us here where we can be supoortive of him ! I saw some really mean comments and I cannot believe how he could think so little of himself to do that ! He had to know what people were going to put and it made me so mad knowing that he probably won’t listen to a word I said ! I am going to keep an eye on this one and not give up to maybe convince him to get some support and help ! Oh, can you believe this one , some one on there asked me if I needed a boyfriend , can ya believe that craziness ! They can see my pic and see that I’m not that great to look at  so what the heck ? IDK, still upset about the big guy ! On the upside I made a new friend on that site ! So I just thought i would blog and get that off my chest ! I am doing better today emotionally and need to get my butt back on track ! I am having a hard time with putting my heart and soul into all this lately but, not giving up ! I hope everyone has a great weekend ! Hugs, Kimmi

Okay buddies I hate to be that down person today but ,I can hardly type this blog through all these tears ! The day started out ok but just got progressively worse ! It’s one of those days where you just need a friend to understand that you are so sad that your heart could break into pieces !! I know that I am still not feeling totally better yet from my chest cold that just doesn’t want to go away ! My one dog that I have had issues with before went pee on my carpet just to be a jerk and I traveled 30 minutes to a Dr.’s appt. only to told “Oh, I am so sorry we tried to call you to reschedule because Dr. is running late and has to leave early !” Then they try to give me an appt. that interferes with picking up my kids ! So after I left there I checked I my stupid cell phone and saw there was a friggin’ message but they had called twenty minutes before I got there and somehow I didn’t get the message ! So I go to the gas station and get a pumpkin spice latte and a Ghirradeli carmel chocolate square ! I am mad at myself for eating the chocolate out of anger ! Then I get home to total chaos with the kids and hubby ! Then I got an email that just broke my heart ! It so reminded me of losing my sister in law in June and how I can’t even talk to any one espescially my hubby because he can’t stand talking about losing her because they were such good friends ! So hence there was no way for me talk about how I feel and tell anyone how I felt and how much I miss about her and knowing I can never celebrate one more holiday with her just really is hurting me so horribly ! I am so sorry but I had to talk to someone before I lost my mind ! So thanks in advance for listening everyone ! Sorry for being such a downer ! I appreciate each and every one of you ! Hugs, Kimmi

Okay, buddies I posted the pic of my guardian diet pig as you can see ! She sits and tells you shouldn’t eat things ! Oh, I posted pics of my kids with Santa! I am feeling a lot better today ! I did not go to the gym but I did a lot of house work today ! I ate okay too ! Last night I did horrible however! I ate massive amounts of chocolate and loved every minute of it ! I am ashamed of myself for doing that and really have no excuse for it ! I hope everyone is doing well ! Hope everyone has a happy and healthy week if not I am here if ya need me ! Hugs, Kimmi

Sorry, haven’t been on much lately ! I have been very sick with a very bad chest cold ! I am now just starting to feel human again ! I will begin to exercise again on Monday to ensure that the cold is completely going away ! I have been walking while doing some Christmas shopping and trying keeping busy instead of just staying in bed ! Although the last two days I have kind of been sleeping a little more ! I think it has helped to get me feeling better !Oh, a follow up on my “Guardian Diet Pig”, I will try to post a picture of my diet pig so you all can see her ! I hope all of you can forgive me for not being here ! I will try to be back on here more now that I am feeling better ! Love ya all ! Hugs, Kimmi