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Well today has not been my day ! First of I go to the gym and one of the guys at the gym made the comment boy you gained some weight ! Well okay yeah maybe I did but did he have the right to blurt it out across the gym ? Oh, it didn’t stop there  he asked what we were going to do and we told him we were going to go shopping and he looked at my friend and said”You keep her out of the restaurants cuz she don’t need to gain any more weight!” Stab number two ! Okay well I try to shrug off the old man’s comments and enjoy my day and I did until I get home and when my son gets off the bus after my hubby brings him in he tells me to look at my son ! OMG he had a slap mark on him and scratches all over his body from a kid on the bus ! This started because a boy was picking on my daughter and she said my brother is tougher than you well my son just looked at him and he told another boy to come beat up my son ! I am at least happy to say my son got in a few hits on that kid ! I know that if my son had started the whole flippin’ thing he’d be kicked out of school for a week ! I took pics of the scratches and took video footage to document that I wasn’t making up any scratches on his body ! They are really , pardon my swearing  Damn lucky that I don’t call the police and file a police report on them for that ! Sorry for B*@##&*n! I hate to swear cuz it’s really not lady like but it has to come out somehow ! If I just kept it inside I will eat myself to death tonight ! I am just so pissed off at the day I’ve had I don’t know what to do ! I’ve already been to the gym so, this is my only outlet besides eating ! Sorry guys for the rant cuz, I know other people have more pressing issues than bullies on the bus and the gym but I don’t know what else to do ! Hugs, Kimmi

I just want to thank all the people who have dragged my butt up out of my rut ! Special Thanks to Kama and Nicole who are emailing me everyday to see that I am doing okay and kick my butt if needed ! I appreciate all of you who are helping me get through this depression and stop emotional eating ! Some of you have even helped me remember that I am worth every effort that I make ! Thanks to everyone and I mean everyone who has helped me along in this journey and I want you to know that I appreciated every email , booster notes and everything in between ! I don’t know what the H#** I would do without you guys ! I would probably be sitting in a mental institution extremely overweight and no hope ! Thanks guys for all you do ! Hugs, Kimmi

If God handed out humility he gave me an extra dose ! Most of you know how hard I had been trying to lose weight well Easter candy and eating my feelings certainly got hold of me ! well needless to say I have eaten myself almost back to my starting weight two years ago ! I never thought I would be back here but, I am ! I have not been on here for over two weeks and it shows ! Now I have to move on it is so hard to even say that I am failing at something I have tried so hard to fight ! So , I need the extra support right now even when I am not on Buddyslim ! So I am giving out my email address so people can drop me a life line ! I need help and support horribly ! Somebody save me from myself ! Tell me what I have been doing is wrong and that I am worth every effort I put in ! I know I need to help myself but it seems all I can do is hurt myself ! I have the biggest lump in my throat thinking abiut what some of you may think about me ! I do care what happens to me but feel like I am suppossed to help everyone but myself and it’s hurting me to do so ! Sorry I am being so negative ! I need all of your help , PLEASE ! Hugs, Kimmi

Here is my email :kissesandsam07@comcast.net   If you choose to use it ! Thank you in advance to anyone who reads this !