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Let me just start out by saying I know without a friggin’ doubt my son is No Angel ! These past two months have been pure H#*# for me ! Let me start off with the kid that came to stay with his Dad who is shackin’ up with one of my neighbors ! First the kid seemed okay then he started doing things to my son like spitting water in his face and running in the garage and shutting the door ! Then he was calling my girls really naughty names and my girls went and said something to the Dad and he said “If you don’t like it go home !” Well then little boy came back and said sorry ! Okay fine we will try to let it go ! Then he started doing other things and then my hubby told him not to come over again !  Well when my son was outside they began playing again and then he did something else ! Well my hubby just told him again to not come over ! We set up our 4ft inflatable pool and had to get a new chlorinator so we did and right after we had had that thing for a week it disappeared ! We look under all the linings and all around the yard and it was nowhere to be  found and a neighbor said she had seen him riding up and down the street all day ! my hubby asked him if he had taken it and he of course said “No!” Well funny enough it appeared back in our pool two days later and what’s even more interesting is that it was a different one ! Well that kid kept coming back and my son wanted to play so I let them play and the kid told my son that my hubby was a big jerk and yeah it was wrong my kid clocked him ! I made him apologize to them and had a nice confrontation with his Dad ! We both came to the conclusion keep your kid away from mine and we won’t have this problem again ! Now on a totally different level my doctor is leaving practice and I can’t find someone that takes my insurance another big headache ! Now this other neighbor accused my son of scratching his car with his bike when he wasn’t anywhere near the car but funny enough he let’s his friggin’ 4 yr. old climb all over the car , take a crap in the yard then he comes over to my house and pees on the side of the house ! Can anyone see where my depression is stemming from? I told my girls and my son they are no longer able to play with that family anymore ! I guess it is coming to the point where you have to walk with your kid every minute until they graduate from high school ! There are so many things buggin’ me right now I can’t even begin to tell you guys ! Please pray that God helps our family soon ! I feel like I am in a sinking ship and it’s going down quick ! I just need some good things happen soon because I’m not so sure how much more I can take ! I am trying hard to raise my kids right and it gets harder and harder every day ! All I can say is please pray because i am crying as I sit here with heart breaking and feeling alone !

This blog is not a depressive one but one of disappointment with myself ! Did you ever screw up big time and didn’t know how to turn it around ??

Well I kind of feel like I am trying to turn the Titanic around , you know she doesn’t turn on a dime ! I need friends that are  here to help hold me accountable like Bette Jo and Kama ! Those two are incredible even though I don’t always feel like doing what I am supposed to with my meds I have been doing a little bit better and starting to move a little more “Baby Steps” if you will !  I felt like I was making some progress and got on my friend the scale(those of you who know me and have been on here long enough know about my LOve/Hate relationship with the scale) !I have gained weight and not really knowing why ! I do know some of the reasons because I have chosen a few bad foods in the past week but have been keeping a little more active ! So what I am going to do is something some people might cringe about doing , I am giving out my email for people to give those reminders like Kama that I need to check back in and help others as well ! Also if you are a member of Facebook  please come join my friend list and get me there too ! My business is still not taken off and I am getting people to ask everyday now just am not very sure how to take it to the next level ! Well I hope that some of you have Facebooks and will help me out by reminding me to stop in here for encouragement and me encouraging others !  So with that I will leave you with my email and the name to get me on Facebook !

EMAIL:kissesandsam07@comcast.net               Facebook : Kimmi jo Geib

Well today I did something for my business I have never ever done before ! Okay many of you know that I sell vitamins and supplements as well as diet shakes and aides ! not going to tell you who for cuz that is advertising ! I am trying to drum up business and get customers well today it hit mem like a brick in the head “why not pass out flyers at the parade ?” I did and I only got one real A#**#** ! i just left her standing there looking like the ididot she was though and went on and kept passing them out ! Well everyone has certain ways of doing things but I decided to do something I thought i would never do ! I fixed up really nice (summer dress with a little cleavage) with boots my daughter’s friend called hooker boots and passed out flyers for my business ! It was a little out of my comfort zone but what ever it takes to get a sale I guess ! I did however learn my lesson if you have any kind of business don’t put out flyers at WALMART they will call the number on the flyers and threaten to prosecute you ! I am feeling better today and feel like I need to give back and help others achieve their weight loss goals as well as my own ! I hope veryone has a great day and Thanks in advance for reading this ! Hugs, Kimmi

I want to just say Thank you to all the sweet people who responded to my blog today ! You showed me that I am not alone and that I can make it through with just being here and feeling like I belong somewhere and do have a purpose ! Thank you all for your kind words and compassion ! So, I am sending you all GREAT BIG BEAR HUGS ! Thank you for being the caring compassionate people you are and I took every word to heart ! Thanks everyone ! hugs, Kimmi

I have been staying off of BS because I am really ashamed that I am gaining weight again ! I am so frustrated with myself it isn’t funny ! I have been placed on Depression medications and I am not afraid to say that ! The depression stems from Life just kicking the crap out of me and i can’t see my way up ! I won’t go into massive detail but, I am frustrated by the fact that I just have lost all motivation and sometimes don’t care what happens to me ! I know everyone gets this way but, what I don’t know is how to climb out ! It seems to me the hole keeps getting bigger and bigger and digging out feels impossible ! I don’t feel sorry for myself just really angry that I am doing this again and worse than ever this time ! So, what I am asking is that you that pray please ask God to have Mercy on me and help me get my life back on track ! I thank you in advance for reading this and know it came from my heart with No Bull crap attatched  !  Kimmi

I really don’t understand all this ! I thought I was on a support site ! I am not knocking anyone do not mistake that for my confusion ! I love everyone on this site ! I want to make that perfectly clear and do not like to see anyone having hard feelings against each other ! I have always thought this site as my safe haven even when I am not doing well ! I am just hoping whatever is vexing people here can get solved with love and compassion ! okay now that I am over that i can honestly thank everyone for their comments and ideas for staying committed ! You are all a bunch of great people remember that ! love ya all and thanks for listening ! Hugs, kimmi

Well this is my third time trying to write this blog cross your fingers it is the last ! So my most pressing question is how do you stay committed to this quest we call diet & Fitness ! I have really fallen off the wagon hard this time and not really sure which way is up ! I am not complaining because there is no one to blame but myself ! I have the little devil sitting on one shoulder screaming who cares what you look like ! Then on the other side is the little angel that keeps kicking me in the head saying “Get up and get your butt moving girl !” I’m not really sure who’s winning yet however ! Maybe I need to revamp my attitude and try my best to do what I know is right ! I know one thing for sure I don’t want to be a Super duper jumbo jet walking down the aisle next month for my vow renewal ! Oh yes, I want to thank all of you who commented on my last blog a couple of weeks ago ! I didn’t forget you ! I am so pissed at myself for my lack of enthusiasm to get my butt moving ! I was starting to get myself back on track last week and the Fourth came and knocked me straight off my chair ! I welcome all of your ideas ! I am going to end this blog before I start having a pity party for myself soon ! hope y’all are doing great love you guys ! Hugs, Kimmi