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Well as much stress that was put on me this past week a really great thing came out of it ! Well Sunday the 14th was my anniversary(12 yrs) and my B-day was Monday the 15th ! Well my sister in law who was the one who was being pretty mean earlier this year decided for a gift she is going to have us renew our vows in a Bridal expo ! Some of you are going a Bridal expo ? Well She is able to marry people and just so happens that she owns a Bridal shop ! Well she is giving me a brand new dress and my girls and two nieces will be in it too ! My son will be in it too ! Well I will be wearing a Beautiful Champaign color gown and a beautiful veil and Tiara ! I felt just like a princess ! I will try to put up the pics soon of me trying on the gown! Here’s the fairytale like thing that is going to be part of the ceremony , I will be riding into the ceremony in a white carriage drawn by a white horse !!!!!! I will have to give you more details as they become available ! it will also give me a reason to get myself on track ! I have done absolutely terrible these past two weeks ! The stress of inlaws coming has totally drove me over the edge eating wise ! So, I plan to get my butt back on track starting Monday ! Hope everyone is doing well ! Sorry been MIA but with all that was going on I have been crazy ! Love you all ! Kimmi

Now you might be wondering what in the world Kama might have to do with this blog but you’ll know when I ‘m done writing this blog !Kama has been helping me for a couple days now just helping me get through some rough spots ! You see she and I email each other everyday it can be something silly or something mega serious just as long as we communicate ! Well my kids have been making me go in like twenty billion directions lately with my oldest joining Cheerleading for the football which is I paid for her to be in and then she tried out for cheer for the basketball team and didn’t make it Mega Drama ! Then I signed my son up for Football ,No problem ! I sign my littlest one up for soccer No problem ! So my oldest daughter decided if she couldn’t get into the basketball cheer squad she would try her hand at student council  Okay , Now I can say it Mega Drama ! We made really cool cards to pass out and the day after we do so her little friend goes and steals the same idea oh well , I guess you know what’s coming she didn’t make it for Student council either ! Now she has been walking around with hurt feelings from cheer and now student coucil ! Now if you don’t think it could get any worse last week she was playing ball with the little boy down the street  and when he threw the ball to her it accidently bent her pinky finger back well she kept telling me it hurt and I really didn’t look atit too much but she went to the DR.’s this morning and she has a dislocated pinky ! So once again you might be asking well what does that have to do with Kama ! Well I email kama every single day so I don’t have a friggin’ nervous breakdown ! Then yesterday my sister in law sends her hubby over again to spy to see if he thinks our house is clean,no I am not exaggerating ! she did it once before and here we are again in the same blooming situation with her only this time I’m not sad , I’m mad as Heck ! My house was not really that dirty even but I have a sister in law that OCD and thinks that everyone has a perfect house all the time ! Not me ! I need at least a twenty to forty minute tip off that you are coming that way I make sure everything looks nice but they think just stopping in any time is okay !Well maybe for normal people but not them ! They are all like that in his family nothing nice to say ever ! I take that back one sister escaped and was normal and still is ! Well Kama has been emailing me trying to get me not to commit ant acts of violence ! Well does anybody else believe that Angels walk among us and sometimes they try not to be magnificent but they just can’t help themselves cuz that’s what they are supposed to do ! Well I’m going to tell you I swear Kama is one of them ! She always knows the right thing to say and is always there to stitch you back together when the seams come undone ! Now Kama said she would pray for my hubby because he has two job interviews in the next two weeks and he really needs a job right now ! The AFLAC didn’t pan out for him so i’m hoping that if we pray really hard and give God our knee mails he will answer before we drown big time time ! I am trying to get my business off the ground and I know it will go soon just have to be patient so please help me out with some knee mails to God maybe with many of them he’ll want to answer !  hope everyone is doing great ! Hugs to everyone, Kimmi

Hey everybody ! It is a Fabulous day ! How is everyone ? Hope everyone is doing well ! I am in an awesome mood for some reason maybe it’s because the sun has been shining for the past week or maybe it’s because I got to sing with my karoake CD’s this morning  I don’t know but I am in a great mood ! So what is everybody doing this weekend ? Are you going somewhere for the holiday or are you staying home and BBQing ? Personally I will be staying home ! Which is okay with me  ! Just wondering what others are doing ! So, if you want to tell the curious girl what you are doing just let me know ! So everyone have an awesome weekend and stay safe ! Hugs, Kimmi

I just wanted to blog about something I have been eating and wanted to share ! Okay with Herbalife you shakes right ! Well they have some other way to use the shakes in case you are a person like myself who neeeds a little variety to meals and not just the shakes ! They have recipes for pies , bars , and even different kind of shakes you can make just to spice things up ! Well personally lately I have been making the pies and each one is equivalent to one shake so, you can’t go hog wild and eat two or three pieces in one sitting you only eat one piece! The pie is cut into 8 pieces ! So now I get to tell you my most favorite part is the flavor ! My most favorite kind is the chocolate peanutbutter pies ! Now one might think okay that sounds fatty but it’s not ! I just thought I would share with you guys my little delight lately ! Now if you read this Nancy and want to kill me , Don’t I still love you ! Even you can agree you have to spice up a diet and if I can have skinny pie for two meals everyday I ‘m game ! Anybody else have any great skinny diet recipes they would like to share with us ! Would love to hear them ! Hugs, Kimmi

Hey everybody, how is everyone ? Today , I am in a great mood ! We went for a long hike somewhere around 8-10 miles ! It’s hot and yes at least one kid complained the wholetime mainly my oldest ! It went something like this OMG are you trying to kill me , I can’t do this ! Which I promptly told her No we are trying to save your life ! Okay this is a total 180 from yesterday !Yesterday I could have bitten someones head off and fed it to them for lunch ! I had a person call my business line and leave there name and number and so I did what I was supposed to by bringing her to a retail call so I could get help making the sale ! Well she made an appointment for in the morning to purchase products okay no problem ! Here’ s where it became one ! I called her and the first time she hung up on me , well being the responsible consultant I called her back and she apologized for hanging up on me  well I asked her the questions that i was supposed to and she said she would not be able to purchase the products at this time and I did once again what I am supposed to do told her no problem do you know when you will be able to purchase the products she then asked me really quickwhat are the prices and I asked her you had asked for the vanilla 30 day challenge and told her to hang on for just a second while I checked the price , she then hung up on me again ! OKay, that’s when the mean side of me called her back again to get her answering machine but still left my name and number for future use if she should ever need ! Okay that really put me in a mood beyond words ! Well my poor daughter that had been trying out for cheer all week didn’t make the cut and OMG did I relive my junior high days then ! I was hurt angry and relieved all at the same time ! Then my littlest daughter brought her friends over even when I had said NO, to begin with ! It’s not that I don’t like these kids it’s just the day I had I didn’t feel like dealing with it ! Well I let them play for a while being a nice mom ! Well I come around the corner and my youngest is in the garage giving away toys that I told her I want to sell in the garage sale and make a little money ! That’s when I told them they need to go home! now the kids think I don’t like them or something and that’s not true but my kids were doing stuff that they knew they shouldn’t do and I had to look like the Bad guy ! I told my kids this morning that I did not want them outside hanging around cuz we don’t need anymore kids around and my oldest says yeah we know you don’t like (the kids that came over )! That’s when I told her boy are you wrong ! I like those kids and I don’t even mind you giving them a few things but you didn’t ask me or even care what I had to say ! So , had to set them straight !  I think all in all I am in a pretty good mood just don’t like to be pushed to the limits ! Okay how is everybody else doing now that I’ve had the rant of the century ! Hope all of you have a great weekend and a happy Memorial day ! Hugs, Kimmi

First I would like to thank everyone who answered my blog about Dunkin Donuts yesterday ! Now my hubby to which I will refer to as Dr. Jeckyl has made me want to shove handfuls of bad foods in my mouth (won’t do it because it’s not good for me !) and hide away from the world sometimes ! He has been in a bad mood for a couple of weeks now because he has stopped drinking the Hooch ! I do not normally tell people about this but I really need some support on this matter ! While I am extremely proud of him for not drinking for a couple of weeks he in turn has been so Moody like a person with TOM coming ! I woke up to him asking me what I did with the canadian bacon when I wasn’t even here when they brought the groceries in and put them away . so how the hell am I supposed to what happened to it ?  He insisted that I did something with it ! I tried to explain that remember I went to scrapbook last night and only took my snacks into my friend’s house and they went home ! Well he was mad and went away stomping ! Well I got out of bed and went to see if he found it and he said he had ! Well we went on and were going to clean out the garage and clean up the yard a little ! Well I was trying to help by mowing the lawn and went to tell him  something and he snapped at me “I told you we were going to clean not mow the lawn so forget it !” So , I went in the house crying and just kind of stayed away from him the rest of the day ! I just came in from outside with the kids and asked him did he enjoy his time to himself and he asked me what time to myself ? I told him UMMM maybe the past three hours you’ve had to yourself in the house while the kids and I were out side ! Oh, he said ! Well I need that time because I was in a bad mood ! ARRRGGGH ! He quit his job with AFLAC which I do understand why he did because he was not making any money at all but, now spending every waking second of the day is not my idea of fun ! God please, pray that he finds a job for him that is good money and something he can do because, if he doesn’t I’m gonna go Bananas ! Please tell me I am not overreacting ! I want to get my business off the ground and can’t seem to do it because I’m constantly chasing after him or the kids ! Sorry to be ranting but I need to let it out before I go insane ! Has anyone else ever felt like this ? Wish I could do a great workout or something but hurt my darn ankle somehow and it is too sore to exercise on ! So this is my only alternative ! Hope everyone had a fabulous weekend and I seriously hope you have awesome weekend ! Hugs, Kimmi

As the title suggests yes, I have been in DD land ! I don’t get the donuts , I usally get a coffee ! The thought of getting one of those little devil’s has crossed my mind but what stops me is that my friend who was once really heavy only gets a coffee for herself and a chocolate Donut for her little boy ! I was just wondering who else here has gone into DD and almost lost control or has lost control and what do you do about it ? It can be in any restaurant for that matter how do you keep yourself from going bananas in a place like that because we all know that there really is know way to totally avoid them without putting yourself in a bubble ! I hope everyone is having a fabulous weekend ! Hugs, kimmi

I’m beginning to realize quite a few ways it can break ! On Sunday night my son woke me up in the middle of the night screaming his ear hurt ! So after the kids went to school , hubby and I drove him to the emergency room ! Well we got him taken care of and were on our way home half way between both Hospitals and I began seizing ! Well my hubby drove me to the other hospital and when I woke up I told him geesh they are taking a long time to see Steven(my son)! That’s when my hubby said you had another seizure ! Which is really disheartening becuse it causes me not to drive for 6 mos. ! So now I have to depend on everyone else to drive me and I know nobody else wants to be carting my ass around ! I really hope mother’s day is better than today because i’m not sure it can get any worse ! I know some of are gonna write me “Oh, just work out , you’ll feel better!” Well not this time ,it’s not gonna fix the seizure and the emotional scar put there and all the embarrassment I’m feeling right now ! I feel like a child again can’t do anything ! Then my hubby squashed the plans I had made with my ex-sister inlaw ! He said he just didn’t feel like it ! So that left me holding the bag and telling her that we couldn’t meet up! Thank goodness she understood and had something else going on today that it made it a little easier for her ! I do feel a little bit better telling you guys about all this I’ve calmed down enough to see the screen now ! I just feel so helpless right now ! I want to do so much but I can’t ! My Hubby quit his job with AFLAC because he couldn’t get any business ! So now I have to depend on him to help me put out flyers and things like that so I can get business and it is very hard for me to do ! The pressure for me to succeed is great because we need the money ! Well hopefully God will provide soon because the toothpicks holding up my heart are starting to give ! On top of all that I am struggling with my weightloss ! I have an awesome plan in place I just get my ass doing it ! So please any motivation anyone can give would be appreciated ! Thanks Everyone ! Happy Mother’s Day everyone ! Hugs, Kimmi

Well today has not been my day ! First of I go to the gym and one of the guys at the gym made the comment boy you gained some weight ! Well okay yeah maybe I did but did he have the right to blurt it out across the gym ? Oh, it didn’t stop there  he asked what we were going to do and we told him we were going to go shopping and he looked at my friend and said”You keep her out of the restaurants cuz she don’t need to gain any more weight!” Stab number two ! Okay well I try to shrug off the old man’s comments and enjoy my day and I did until I get home and when my son gets off the bus after my hubby brings him in he tells me to look at my son ! OMG he had a slap mark on him and scratches all over his body from a kid on the bus ! This started because a boy was picking on my daughter and she said my brother is tougher than you well my son just looked at him and he told another boy to come beat up my son ! I am at least happy to say my son got in a few hits on that kid ! I know that if my son had started the whole flippin’ thing he’d be kicked out of school for a week ! I took pics of the scratches and took video footage to document that I wasn’t making up any scratches on his body ! They are really , pardon my swearing  Damn lucky that I don’t call the police and file a police report on them for that ! Sorry for B*@##&*n! I hate to swear cuz it’s really not lady like but it has to come out somehow ! If I just kept it inside I will eat myself to death tonight ! I am just so pissed off at the day I’ve had I don’t know what to do ! I’ve already been to the gym so, this is my only outlet besides eating ! Sorry guys for the rant cuz, I know other people have more pressing issues than bullies on the bus and the gym but I don’t know what else to do ! Hugs, Kimmi

I just want to thank all the people who have dragged my butt up out of my rut ! Special Thanks to Kama and Nicole who are emailing me everyday to see that I am doing okay and kick my butt if needed ! I appreciate all of you who are helping me get through this depression and stop emotional eating ! Some of you have even helped me remember that I am worth every effort that I make ! Thanks to everyone and I mean everyone who has helped me along in this journey and I want you to know that I appreciated every email , booster notes and everything in between ! I don’t know what the H#** I would do without you guys ! I would probably be sitting in a mental institution extremely overweight and no hope ! Thanks guys for all you do ! Hugs, Kimmi